quote of da day~

Success

To laugh often and much;
To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children;
To earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends;
To appreciate beauty, to find the best in others;
To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition;
To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived.
This is to have succeeded.

by Bessie Stanley

quote of the day:

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."
-St. Augustine

最后一次

"一个17岁女孩的遗作)"
有一对感情非常好的小情侣
双方家长都非常满意对方
准备大学毕业就结婚




正当高三开学不久
学校体检
检查出那个女孩的血蛋白有异常
之后去医院检查
查出她患了一种非常罕见的隐形皮肤遗传病
这种病越严重皮肤就越嫰

就像宝宝皮肤一样
最后会因为皮肤太嫰
承受不了肌肉和血管的内压而撑裂

虽然不能医治
但那个男孩和双方家长
都要求那个女孩住院
就算不能医治也要尽量活长一点

当医生确定女孩还有不到一年的生命的时候
那个女孩好像抛开所有的恐惧似的
不再把自己关在病房里不见人
而是天天都和那个男孩和家人出去散散步看看日出日落
也就在那时她开始写日记
努力的记录已成过去的日子与所剩无几的时间

当那个女孩再写到某一次和那个男出去的时候
女孩才发觉
笔下的文字
绝大多都是她和那个男孩一起经历的事
那个男孩已经成为自己不可缺少的一部分
于是那个女孩决定留下一份礼物给那个男孩
荆莿鸟的绝唱

若干星期过去
曲作好词填好
就找朋友帮忙语录歌
已经病入膏盲的女孩
喉咙的皮肤用大力一点就会出血
但都坚持要自己唱

当U盘出来之后
那个女孩竟然要求安乐死
还说一开始就打算这么做
而且和那个男孩说要陪着她到她睡着
还说要在临睡前对那个男孩说一句话
手术关灯熄灭之后
那个男孩出来
那个女孩的妈妈把U盘给了那个男孩
那个男孩听完之后
和他妈妈说
女孩最后对他说的是：
在也不要看日出了

不过我不怕
因为是你陪着我睡着......
我爱你

因为那个女孩最喜欢就是看日出了
所以那个男孩决定要走遍可以到的地方
将每一个地方的日出都送给那个女孩

2008年年头
那个男孩在一次上山的照日出的时候
失足堕山
被人发现的时候尸体已经腐烂不堪
然而相片里面
朝阳的霞红依然充满温馨




有人说是
当时这个女生得了重病
这首歌是要给她男朋友

也有人说是
这首歌是讲述那女孩子被抛弃
在自杀前写的一首歌

也有人说是
那女生得了癌症
因为她的男友喜欢听歌和创作
在他走之前想写下一首歌
让他男友留念

也有人说是
他和他的男友很相爱
可是不幸男的生了重病
然后那位女的变写了这首歌给他
过后写了之后男的去世了
女的也跟着自杀

不过唯一能肯定的是
那女孩真的去世了

How would you feel if you have only few more months to live?

saw this question in PJ's blog.

a good question indeed!

i dunno whether u all got try or not,

sometimes i close my eyes, stop all the thinking,

and just act as though i'm already dead.

haha

at first tat was scary.

if i'm dead, i dunno who am i.

i'm "ME" because i can think.

if i die, everything cease.

who am i den?

if i have only few more months to live,

i'm scared ofcoz,

but what to do?

eventually we all will die.

once you're born, you're bound to die one day.

many of us avoid the topic of death.

who want to die???

we all dun wan to die =.=

but do you know that,

every morning when we open our eyes,

we are one step closer to death.

if you say, duh, death is still far away lar, im still young.

there is a chinese saying:

生命在一瞬间

if your heart stop beating for a second, you can die already.

life can be simple,

since we all can die anytime,

why would you still want to hate somebody?

why would you still want to fight with somebody?

why would u still bother how others think of u?

but to me,

before we define what is 'death',

we need to know what is 'live'.

are u really 'living'?

are u living ur life the way u want to live?

what u wan to do in life?

i can continue talk cock for the next 1 hour.

thats my opinion,

i havent really experience death.

it would be better

to ask someone who had experienced death before.

here is a website about near-death-experience,

have a read =)

http://www.nderf.org/

how to find your purpose in life (must read =P)

http://www.relfe.com/life_purpose.html

how do u think ur life would be.. if u have no arms and legs

do you complain?

are u satisfied with yourself?

u're unhappy because u're fat?

u're unhappy because u're ungly?

let me introduce u this guy:

Nick Vujicic.

good and bad thoughts

i know im supposed to study,

but found something really interesting.

im sure you heard of "positive thinking".

always think positive,

and good things will follow.

Law Of Attraction says that you are the creator,

you can attract whatever you want into your life,

by directing your thoughts to what you really want in life.

Its hard to prove right?

whether our thoughts are that powerful.

but a Japanese scientist, Dr. Masaru Emoto

after 8 years of experiment on water,

he concluded that,

human speech and thoughts, if directed at water droplets,

can affect the image of the water crystals.

the image will be beautiful if the thoughts were positive.

the image will become like shit if the thoughts were negative or full of hatred.

he says that, since human body is made up of 70% of water,

our thoughts can have serious impact on our body.

he says that we can do a simple experiment to test the power of thoughts/words.

He called it "Rice Experiment".

super interesting, and i plan to do it after exam XD

first day

after 30 days

top 5 interesting kids

5. Kate Moore

Ordinary 16 year old girl from Iowa, She won the National Texting Championship and took home $50,000. How could she beats out other finalists? Practice makes perfect. She sends 14,000 sms per month. That would cost $ 700 if 5cents/sms.

Rate of return = 7,043% [($50,000-$700)/$700] haha!

4. Kynan Wynne

What's special about this 9 year old boy? He spent a night in the forest after separated from his parents. He was found after he spent a night in the forest. He learned how to survive in the wild from the Discovery Channel. XD

3. Caitlin Gault

10 year old girl from London. She has weak legs and they have broken more than 30 times under her weight >.<

2. Phoebe

She is only 5 years old but she is the only kid this age who raises almost $4,000 to feed the poor by writing sweet letter =)

1. Derrius Quarles

He was born poor and raised under poor family background. His dad passed away when he was 4 and his mom was a drug addict. Many people look down on him but he said: "I'll show you."

He is one of the dozen in the nation who won more than $1million in scholarships.

I like what he said to the press:

"I have no time to play around, I want to make a difference. I want to show people that I can be all those things people said I could never be."