How would you feel if you have only few more months to live?

saw this question in PJ's blog.

a good question indeed!

i dunno whether u all got try or not,

sometimes i close my eyes, stop all the thinking,

and just act as though i'm already dead.

haha

at first tat was scary.

if i'm dead, i dunno who am i.

i'm "ME" because i can think.

if i die, everything cease.

who am i den?

if i have only few more months to live,

i'm scared ofcoz,

but what to do?

eventually we all will die.

once you're born, you're bound to die one day.

many of us avoid the topic of death.

who want to die???

we all dun wan to die =.=

but do you know that,

every morning when we open our eyes,

we are one step closer to death.

if you say, duh, death is still far away lar, im still young.

there is a chinese saying:

生命在一瞬间

if your heart stop beating for a second, you can die already.

life can be simple,

since we all can die anytime,

why would you still want to hate somebody?

why would you still want to fight with somebody?

why would u still bother how others think of u?

but to me,

before we define what is 'death',

we need to know what is 'live'.

are u really 'living'?

are u living ur life the way u want to live?

what u wan to do in life?

i can continue talk cock for the next 1 hour.

thats my opinion,

i havent really experience death.

it would be better

to ask someone who had experienced death before.

here is a website about near-death-experience,

have a read =)

http://www.nderf.org/

how to find your purpose in life (must read =P)

http://www.relfe.com/life_purpose.html