>.<

i was hoping to pass all 3 papers,

but i failed all.
and the marks were damn blardy low.

P1 34

P2 34

P3 43

the feeling of self-hatred kicks in.

i wanna finish ACCA by end of this year,

i wanna attend ACCA graduation next year.

but now have to postpone another 6 months.

this was probably the biggest setback in my life.

my previous failure was due to laziness.

but this time i worked hard, studied hard.

however, fail means fail.

means there is something wrong with me.

i think my problem was due to failure to apply what i've learned.

trying to memorise instead of understand the themes.

being too playful, easily get drifted away along the line.

lack of focus and concentration,

always think about future, and non practical enough.

fcuk all these now.

im going to give 100% committment on my study.

eat with it, sleep with it, and shit with it.

i told my mom about my results,

instead of scolding me,

my mom told me go re-sit again.

"when you fall down, get up."

im ready to bounce back,

congratz to all who passed,

to those who failed, like me,

lets fight back.

lets move on =)